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Okay, I've not blogged in like a year. I think it's not always a good time to blog because i'm either in a really foul mood, i'm busy, or I am in one of them mood's where I say exactly what I'm thinking- this usually results in me being completly embarassed and ruining things. So at the moment the year ten's think i'm like TOTALLY HARSH! Which is upsetting because I get really shitty text messages saying 'your so harsh you shouold think of other people instead of yourself all the time and at least appoligize' So this got me to thinking that I probably am a bad person and I really do probably need a fresh start. Which ultimatly results in moving. So although theres a million and 1 reasons for me to go to Brockenhurst college, to name but a few;
1. My friends are going there.
2. The courses I want to do are at brock.
3. I can live at home with my Mummy and stay with all my family.
4. I will know people that are there. (this is on my good list and bad list)

But, Going to a college that's far away would give me a fresh start with fresh people, So no one would no me, a clean slate. I would very much like this. But I won't be able to live with my family, I would need to move in on my own or with 'house mates' And this means that I would have to clean my own clothes and wash my own dishes and pay for EVERYTHING on my own. And cook my own dinner, I can't wash my own clothes, I can't wash my dishes (okay maybe I can wash my own dishes) But I definatly can't cook anything but steak and pasta (not that i need anything else) :)
But anyway although this is very short I'll try and write a better blog tomorrow for you :D
Peace ;) xxx