I've got a short one for you tonight guys because I'm slowly but surely drinking myself to a drunken state.
HAPPY NEW YEAR. :D
May 2010 bring you all you want :)
xxx
♥
Thursday, 31 December 2009
Tuesday, 29 December 2009
Monday, 28 December 2009
Okay..
Christmas is over..
How sad..
I feel so fat now though..
And judging by the looks of the scales, I need to hit the gym.
And even though it's new years soon, I don't have a resolution just a motto 'live everyday as if it's your last' kinda old now I know but I am determined to stick to it.
I have a theory too..
I'm not going to listen to what everyone else tells me..
I'm going to make my own decisions.
I asked my mum what the 'princess' thingy was and she said ans I quote;
It's when a girl can talk to a boy and everything wrong in her life she forgets about, and all that is on her mind is him, He makes every thing feel better and she is completely focussed on him. And that is the only thing she is thinking about at that time and everyone else can- oh damn, I forgot about that film tonight- umm where was I, oh yeah no one else matters at that time, because at that time she is a princess, and to her, he is EVERYTHING right then.
Oh mum- that's a masterpiece people will be taking quotes from you yet :)
I had a good day today, apart from being bullied about stuff by my Auntie. Who loves winding me up.
I have decided on a holiday- I would love to go to New York, just to see all the pretty lights, I would imagine New York as a lovely place to go. Thinking about it, I would love someone to propose to me in somewhere like New York, just us when no one else is there. At night when it's dark, and there's pretty lights everywhere. And I would hate him to propose in front of my family (N) Just in case I needed to say no. :S
Anyway-
I was watching a video thing on the computer today at my nan's about a girl who got cancer at 14 and was told she would die 3 weeks after her 16th birthday, and she had to go into hospital as soon as she got really ill, But she didn't tell anyone at school because she thought they would treat her different, anyway apparently she wasn't very popular at school and because she didn't tell anyone about the cancer they continued to bully her. after a while she needed serious treatment so she needed to have 4 weeks off from everything completely isolated, her family could only look at her through a glass window.
But there was a boy at school who she really liked but he was quite popular, and they did talk on the computer but he would never talk at school or face-to-face. Only one time she saw him walk past the window of her hospital room and he looked in. and smiled. That completely made her day. Then he came past everyday and sometimes stayed there just looking in smiling for ages. Even though she was completely bold and was hooked up to all sorts of machines he still smiled.
And after the 4 weeks he came in and spoke to her and told her his mum was ill a couple of rooms down. And he knew she liked him, and he liked her, but never wanted to tell his mates because he was ashamed, now he isn't, would she like to be his girlfriend?
She accepted but told him that she had a short life expectancy, and he said he didn't care, he said;
I want to make every day of your life happy, be it 10 days, or 10 years, I want all of my thoughts to be filled with you, and yours to be filled with me, I want you to love me, I need you to love me. We will be inseparable forever, You are my soul.
They got together and she came out of hospital 6 days later. His mum sadly past away. And she is now 18 has a full head of hair and is cancer free. They have moved in together.
Ahh well after explaining the whole story here comes the reason.
Even though a boy may seem like a jerk to begin with, maybe he's not. But then it makes me think what if there really sweet to begin with and then become jerks.
So, yeah, what if you risk everything for someone, and then there pricks, I have been with a few myself actually.
Not that I want to go into it but one seemed like the perfect guy. He sent me cute emails and texts and he gave me sweet things and then he broke my heart. And I gave everything to him. I done anything for him. And he destroyed me, and now I have no trust in boys at all. I am sooo wary I won't go near a boy. I have to know completely.. everything. And I may seem like you know whatever but, it's so hard to come to terms with moving on. Accepting that not all boys are the same. But at the same time having in your head that maybe and you know there are. Other boys are like that- and I'm going to end up with a bad one.
This has been a pretty shite blog but you know, I wanted to write it down :)
Anyway Toodles. Oh and Shmeeb to one of you :) xxx
How sad..
I feel so fat now though..
And judging by the looks of the scales, I need to hit the gym.
And even though it's new years soon, I don't have a resolution just a motto 'live everyday as if it's your last' kinda old now I know but I am determined to stick to it.
I have a theory too..
I'm not going to listen to what everyone else tells me..
I'm going to make my own decisions.
I asked my mum what the 'princess' thingy was and she said ans I quote;
It's when a girl can talk to a boy and everything wrong in her life she forgets about, and all that is on her mind is him, He makes every thing feel better and she is completely focussed on him. And that is the only thing she is thinking about at that time and everyone else can- oh damn, I forgot about that film tonight- umm where was I, oh yeah no one else matters at that time, because at that time she is a princess, and to her, he is EVERYTHING right then.
Oh mum- that's a masterpiece people will be taking quotes from you yet :)
I had a good day today, apart from being bullied about stuff by my Auntie. Who loves winding me up.
I have decided on a holiday- I would love to go to New York, just to see all the pretty lights, I would imagine New York as a lovely place to go. Thinking about it, I would love someone to propose to me in somewhere like New York, just us when no one else is there. At night when it's dark, and there's pretty lights everywhere. And I would hate him to propose in front of my family (N) Just in case I needed to say no. :S
Anyway-
I was watching a video thing on the computer today at my nan's about a girl who got cancer at 14 and was told she would die 3 weeks after her 16th birthday, and she had to go into hospital as soon as she got really ill, But she didn't tell anyone at school because she thought they would treat her different, anyway apparently she wasn't very popular at school and because she didn't tell anyone about the cancer they continued to bully her. after a while she needed serious treatment so she needed to have 4 weeks off from everything completely isolated, her family could only look at her through a glass window.
But there was a boy at school who she really liked but he was quite popular, and they did talk on the computer but he would never talk at school or face-to-face. Only one time she saw him walk past the window of her hospital room and he looked in. and smiled. That completely made her day. Then he came past everyday and sometimes stayed there just looking in smiling for ages. Even though she was completely bold and was hooked up to all sorts of machines he still smiled.
And after the 4 weeks he came in and spoke to her and told her his mum was ill a couple of rooms down. And he knew she liked him, and he liked her, but never wanted to tell his mates because he was ashamed, now he isn't, would she like to be his girlfriend?
She accepted but told him that she had a short life expectancy, and he said he didn't care, he said;
I want to make every day of your life happy, be it 10 days, or 10 years, I want all of my thoughts to be filled with you, and yours to be filled with me, I want you to love me, I need you to love me. We will be inseparable forever, You are my soul.
They got together and she came out of hospital 6 days later. His mum sadly past away. And she is now 18 has a full head of hair and is cancer free. They have moved in together.
Ahh well after explaining the whole story here comes the reason.
Even though a boy may seem like a jerk to begin with, maybe he's not. But then it makes me think what if there really sweet to begin with and then become jerks.
So, yeah, what if you risk everything for someone, and then there pricks, I have been with a few myself actually.
Not that I want to go into it but one seemed like the perfect guy. He sent me cute emails and texts and he gave me sweet things and then he broke my heart. And I gave everything to him. I done anything for him. And he destroyed me, and now I have no trust in boys at all. I am sooo wary I won't go near a boy. I have to know completely.. everything. And I may seem like you know whatever but, it's so hard to come to terms with moving on. Accepting that not all boys are the same. But at the same time having in your head that maybe and you know there are. Other boys are like that- and I'm going to end up with a bad one.
This has been a pretty shite blog but you know, I wanted to write it down :)
Anyway Toodles. Oh and Shmeeb to one of you :) xxx
Sunday, 27 December 2009
okay so ....
I AM SOOO ANGRY RIGHT NOW! I got in contact with my grandad and went through a lot of shit for it! And went up there twice and It took a LOT of effort from me to get back in contact with him after everything and now we never talk, if I try to phone him I don't get an answer. :@ And now my cousin just came online and asked if I was going up today? I DIDN'T EVEN GET INVITED WHEN EVERYONE ELSE DID! fucks sake!
Anyway days are getting made better because its the weird feeling again. and my mum calls it the 'princess feeling' I'm not 100% sure why but I might ask her for a definition later ;)
My brother has just come in my room and said put 'shortys like a melody on' in a proper 'english' accent and then stood there and sung EVERY word then said, can I play on your play station please?? me- 'yeah whatever' Brother- 'whack the steering wheel out then' DUDE.. you just got an XBOX 360 for christmas why are you playing on my PS2?
I feel like watching finding nemo.
Dory used to be my nick name.
Because im a fish? =/
nope, because I forget things easily.
I am knuckling down at school aswell I decided, and I am going to decide about next year. Because It's a definate that I've failed most of my GCSE's and i'm going to ignore in this blog all those silly little red lines that have underlined MOST of my words. grr. I am having a serious think now. Like right now. Ahh.
L-O-L at how long I've been writing this little blog.
oh I cant be bothered now.
byeeee xxx
Anyway days are getting made better because its the weird feeling again. and my mum calls it the 'princess feeling' I'm not 100% sure why but I might ask her for a definition later ;)
My brother has just come in my room and said put 'shortys like a melody on' in a proper 'english' accent and then stood there and sung EVERY word then said, can I play on your play station please?? me- 'yeah whatever' Brother- 'whack the steering wheel out then' DUDE.. you just got an XBOX 360 for christmas why are you playing on my PS2?
I feel like watching finding nemo.
Dory used to be my nick name.
Because im a fish? =/
nope, because I forget things easily.
I am knuckling down at school aswell I decided, and I am going to decide about next year. Because It's a definate that I've failed most of my GCSE's and i'm going to ignore in this blog all those silly little red lines that have underlined MOST of my words. grr. I am having a serious think now. Like right now. Ahh.
L-O-L at how long I've been writing this little blog.
oh I cant be bothered now.
byeeee xxx
Saturday, 26 December 2009
Missing You (8)
People generally annoy me when they argue with you when YOU know your right?
Even teachers. Bit silly really.
Missing him. Not gunna lie... My phone is going mad with texts though so never mind =)
You love it.
Even teachers. Bit silly really.
Missing him. Not gunna lie... My phone is going mad with texts though so never mind =)
You love it.
Thursday, 24 December 2009
Tuesday, 22 December 2009
Boring
What a boring day..
Brought some stuff :/
Went to comet..
Saw some stuff I would very much appreciate Santa bringing me..
I also gave up dancing today, It was not fun going to my dance teachers to tell her I was giving up but she didn't seem to really care to be honest.
I realised today that there are some things in my life (especially in my heart) that you just can't help :S
Some things come along really weird like you know when you like someone as a friend and then it becomes more and your like SHITT!
Well that's what happened today.
Also, My mum said I was a tosser today :L She was laughing though just because ive practically gone right over her contract? :S Oh well she'll get over it :)
Ahh I was having an ugly day today. And even though I was meant to be talking to my dad this week to get things 'sorted' he has said he doesn't want to talk at my house so I practically told him to shove it up his arse to be honest.
Right cant be bothered with this now.
Going to throw some baked beans at my Brothers head.
Brought some stuff :/
Went to comet..
Saw some stuff I would very much appreciate Santa bringing me..
I also gave up dancing today, It was not fun going to my dance teachers to tell her I was giving up but she didn't seem to really care to be honest.
I realised today that there are some things in my life (especially in my heart) that you just can't help :S
Some things come along really weird like you know when you like someone as a friend and then it becomes more and your like SHITT!
Well that's what happened today.
Also, My mum said I was a tosser today :L She was laughing though just because ive practically gone right over her contract? :S Oh well she'll get over it :)
Ahh I was having an ugly day today. And even though I was meant to be talking to my dad this week to get things 'sorted' he has said he doesn't want to talk at my house so I practically told him to shove it up his arse to be honest.
Right cant be bothered with this now.
Going to throw some baked beans at my Brothers head.
Monday, 21 December 2009
Sunday, 20 December 2009
Good Days And Bad Days....
Ahhhh had a funny day today until I got home. Why do people go out of their way to stress me out? Like I had such a funny night last night it was absolutely mental I was absolutely trashed and I phoned Aiden quite late about 3 or 4 times I think and was saying something about the ignorant Pizza guy and some other stuff I think I screamed down the phone at him because of the cat :s Poor guy.. He actually puts up with a lot form me :L Like he had Gammy eyes and it was all my fault :( And he had to go to Lymington with his Mum on his own (even though he had a good time and found VANILLA COKE) JEALOUS! So yeah then I came home this morning got all ready to go to Lyndhurst/Minestead sort of area to do this weird thing with our jeep.. 4x'ing' and it was so much fun... Photos are on facebook if you fancy a look (even though only Aiden Reads this) SPECIAL!
So today, after we got back I was absolutely FREEZING
I went on my laptop hoping to find some useful emails, messages, someone nice on msn or facebook? But all I got was a nasty paragraph actually two nasty paragraphs from so-called friends 'the two I have told my biggest secret too' Which no-one should really know but you know I wanted to tell them...
God it really stressed me out especially when your right and their wrong.. I seriously hope they don;t continue this or I may get VERY annoyed. You think you can trust someone.. But you just can't I guess I have to learn to keep everything bottled up until I can just scream in the middle of an empty field somewhere when I can be on my own- because i'm the only person I can rely on these days to be honest. Oh progress in the christmas shopping department; all of my siblings except two (i'm not buying for the baby) :@ And mums present is ordered- Wayne (father) doesn't deserve anything. Neither does Kim. And neither does anyone else. My Nanny and Grandad have their presents in my wardrobe- have been there for months.
I fancy going out for a really long walk.
But I may have to stay in and watch a movie.
Grr when you tell someone you like them.. You don't always mean as more than a friend right? shit. I guess it depends how you say it? What if your drunk? Can you be forgiven. Apparently. NOT. Boys... Well some anyway- are absolutley terrible. And some are absolute sweethearts and you never want to loose them as your friend. I think it's time to fins out who my true friends are to be honest. Yes. Good idea. Starting. Now.
Toodles x
So today, after we got back I was absolutely FREEZING
I went on my laptop hoping to find some useful emails, messages, someone nice on msn or facebook? But all I got was a nasty paragraph actually two nasty paragraphs from so-called friends 'the two I have told my biggest secret too' Which no-one should really know but you know I wanted to tell them...
God it really stressed me out especially when your right and their wrong.. I seriously hope they don;t continue this or I may get VERY annoyed. You think you can trust someone.. But you just can't I guess I have to learn to keep everything bottled up until I can just scream in the middle of an empty field somewhere when I can be on my own- because i'm the only person I can rely on these days to be honest. Oh progress in the christmas shopping department; all of my siblings except two (i'm not buying for the baby) :@ And mums present is ordered- Wayne (father) doesn't deserve anything. Neither does Kim. And neither does anyone else. My Nanny and Grandad have their presents in my wardrobe- have been there for months.
I fancy going out for a really long walk.
But I may have to stay in and watch a movie.
Grr when you tell someone you like them.. You don't always mean as more than a friend right? shit. I guess it depends how you say it? What if your drunk? Can you be forgiven. Apparently. NOT. Boys... Well some anyway- are absolutley terrible. And some are absolute sweethearts and you never want to loose them as your friend. I think it's time to fins out who my true friends are to be honest. Yes. Good idea. Starting. Now.
Toodles x
Saturday, 19 December 2009
Ahhh :/
Okay.. This is weird but I'm so bored right now.
I have no one to talk to...
Aiden has gone to BON MARCHE with his mother, So now I have no one to talk to :(
Sad Times..
So anyway..
Errmm a tin of spaghetti fell out of the cupboard and hit my sister in the face..
I laughed,
But now i'm crying at the end of Jack Frost.
Everytime we say goodbye, I cry a little (8)
I wish my dad wasnt such an arsehole I could love him like that.
But I guess I'll regret hating him when he's gone, becase I won't have him then, so why does he have to be such a cock? Why does nothing I say to go and register with him, Nothing I say is ever right for him. What he did to me was wrong and he has made me loose faith in any male because I think they will all be like him and I would never like my children to be treated the way me and my sisters have been by him. He is on my mind everyday and I do love him, I just have an empty part of me which should be filled with fun times with my Daddy who I used to love so much, The man who used to put a smile on my face everyday. But then look what happened, he ended up with my best friend. And now I hate him for the most part.
He really upsets me and doesn't even see it. Things aren't even looking up, I take time to write letters and things for him so he might get just a slight idea of how im feeling but he doesn't :( Which is really upsetting..
But I can't even be bothered to write about him now.
Its like- Im smart, your dumb, Im big your small, im right your wrong (yes I quoted Matilda)
Bored now..
Toodles xx
I have no one to talk to...
Aiden has gone to BON MARCHE with his mother, So now I have no one to talk to :(
Sad Times..
So anyway..
Errmm a tin of spaghetti fell out of the cupboard and hit my sister in the face..
I laughed,
But now i'm crying at the end of Jack Frost.
Everytime we say goodbye, I cry a little (8)
I wish my dad wasnt such an arsehole I could love him like that.
But I guess I'll regret hating him when he's gone, becase I won't have him then, so why does he have to be such a cock? Why does nothing I say to go and register with him, Nothing I say is ever right for him. What he did to me was wrong and he has made me loose faith in any male because I think they will all be like him and I would never like my children to be treated the way me and my sisters have been by him. He is on my mind everyday and I do love him, I just have an empty part of me which should be filled with fun times with my Daddy who I used to love so much, The man who used to put a smile on my face everyday. But then look what happened, he ended up with my best friend. And now I hate him for the most part.
He really upsets me and doesn't even see it. Things aren't even looking up, I take time to write letters and things for him so he might get just a slight idea of how im feeling but he doesn't :( Which is really upsetting..
But I can't even be bothered to write about him now.
Its like- Im smart, your dumb, Im big your small, im right your wrong (yes I quoted Matilda)
Bored now..
Toodles xx
Nice One :D
It's saturday morning and it's nearly 9:00am and I'm awake :S And although I don't want to get out of bed I'm not awfully tired. But I am freeeeezing cold because I left my window open last night. I had quite an awesome conversation last night, Then my battery died on my phone and I was bored because I couldn't get to sleep. Then this morning I woke up and thought daaaaaa-ham I could have just turned my laptop on :/
Oh well It was probably best left where it was anyway the poor conversation was dying a bit after; ALL the favourites, quotes and food..... MMMMMMM STEAK. < (damn I want steak now)
So anyway I woke up this morning and was like why is there a £14.99 sticker on my drawers and I remember that when Kirsty was here yesterday she had that sticker on her jeans so she must have stuck it on my drawers oh well I think it looks cool. This won't be my room for much longer anyway :)
Well that's if I make up my bloody mind, Brockenhurst college looks really good and loads of people I know are going there, However, Theres a performing arts school in London that this lady interviewed me for and said she would be happy to take me next year? My mum said I'm too Blonde to live in London on my own. :S What the hell is she trying to say? What does she think I'm going to do? It's on a campus thingyy ma bobby. So this is the stupid thing though (because I don't actually know what I want to be) If I go to Brockenhurst I can't/not taking anything to do with Dance/singing/acting. Oh jesus. So many courses look good. Maybe I should just get a job in McDonalds and wait until they promote me as manager and stay working there until I'm fifty then be a lonely cat woman..
:(
NOOOOOOOOO
Anyway I'm bored now, no one is online apart from my nan :S
Toodles x
Oh well It was probably best left where it was anyway the poor conversation was dying a bit after; ALL the favourites, quotes and food..... MMMMMMM STEAK. < (damn I want steak now)
So anyway I woke up this morning and was like why is there a £14.99 sticker on my drawers and I remember that when Kirsty was here yesterday she had that sticker on her jeans so she must have stuck it on my drawers oh well I think it looks cool. This won't be my room for much longer anyway :)
Well that's if I make up my bloody mind, Brockenhurst college looks really good and loads of people I know are going there, However, Theres a performing arts school in London that this lady interviewed me for and said she would be happy to take me next year? My mum said I'm too Blonde to live in London on my own. :S What the hell is she trying to say? What does she think I'm going to do? It's on a campus thingyy ma bobby. So this is the stupid thing though (because I don't actually know what I want to be) If I go to Brockenhurst I can't/not taking anything to do with Dance/singing/acting. Oh jesus. So many courses look good. Maybe I should just get a job in McDonalds and wait until they promote me as manager and stay working there until I'm fifty then be a lonely cat woman..
:(
NOOOOOOOOO
Anyway I'm bored now, no one is online apart from my nan :S
Toodles x
Friday, 18 December 2009
FRIDAAAAAAAY :D
Today was IMMENSE actually ..
Christmas Revue which i didn't end up taking part in but loved laughing at people screaming into the mic and Aiden looking really bored ;)
And this boy who sings in an American accent as an english teenager and it bugs me :(
I swear today though i was like invisible.. because not only did Aiden have his head in the clouds today but everyone was like pushing past me.. :/
I found out today it really bugs me when someone is one person with you and when there with someone else they act like a different person..
and it also annoys me when people say there not 'okay' when they are and keep you going for ages thinking their upset when really there fine then they just go.. JOKES ^o)
WHYY?!?!!
Also its friday night and I have nothing to do as usual..
And.. When boys invite you around for a movie does that mean they want to have sex... Facebook group said soo... :S
Oh god my back hurts now :(
I realise I need a boyfriend.
I HATE being single. Oh well. Charlie will plod on hey?
Toodles x
P.S. Big shoutout to Aiden (even if you did ignore me today) :L
x
Christmas Revue which i didn't end up taking part in but loved laughing at people screaming into the mic and Aiden looking really bored ;)
And this boy who sings in an American accent as an english teenager and it bugs me :(
I swear today though i was like invisible.. because not only did Aiden have his head in the clouds today but everyone was like pushing past me.. :/
I found out today it really bugs me when someone is one person with you and when there with someone else they act like a different person..
and it also annoys me when people say there not 'okay' when they are and keep you going for ages thinking their upset when really there fine then they just go.. JOKES ^o)
WHYY?!?!!
Also its friday night and I have nothing to do as usual..
And.. When boys invite you around for a movie does that mean they want to have sex... Facebook group said soo... :S
Oh god my back hurts now :(
I realise I need a boyfriend.
I HATE being single. Oh well. Charlie will plod on hey?
Toodles x
P.S. Big shoutout to Aiden (even if you did ignore me today) :L
x
Thursday, 17 December 2009
Phewww..
Pheww I finally just finished my History Coursework.
What a relief after 3 months of catching up from last year :)
DONE!
Good Timess..
Toodles x
What a relief after 3 months of catching up from last year :)
DONE!
Good Timess..
Toodles x
Thursday :)
Thursday..Oh dear..Okay so today started out really bad to be quite honest my alarm clock didn't go off and nobody thought of waking me up for school so I ended up waking up at 8:10 jumping in the shower washing my hair getting out, drying my hair and getting to school- just on time.My lessons were 10 minutes shorter today then we had a tutor 'party' but its only really a party if your in Mrs.Barges tutor because she had flashing lights Mrs.Way just had Monster inc which in all fairness is an absolutely classic film. But you know we had crisps and cakes and stuff, and i had a muffin and Matt went and bit it and someone shouted 'matt has just had a bite of Charlie's muffin' Why would you do that? i swear EVERYONE has a dirty mind, including me. I must be the worst. And it's not a gift. ;)So awards assembly came around and as per usual I didn't win any awards which is a bonus I guess because I would hate to walk up and shake Mr. Bernard's hand, He has an iPhone as well in assembly today he was talking about how he was lucky last year to get an iPhone and some people in the world are lucky to just get a glass of water. Okaaaay we know :) Also he was talking about every 40 seconds a child dies of diarrhoeaSo,i'm supposed to be in the christmas review tomorrow but i just slipped over on my mums tiling and have really hurt my elbow its come up in a MASSIVE bruise.. I'm sad now :(I have run out of things to write...
HI AIDEN!!! :DToodles x
HI AIDEN!!! :DToodles x
Wednesday, 16 December 2009
Just For The Sake Of It..
I'm only writing this to prove that Mitch isn't reading my blogs..
HAHA..
OKay so just ignore this if your not Mitch.
Not that anyone else reads this :(
xxx
Wednesday..
Oh my dear lordyyy...
Today at school was absolutely HILARIOUS!
I had a two hour drama exam and I couldn't stop my hand it was going on and on and on and I felt I done quite well actually (oh god now I've jinxed it :(- So I met a new Friend to day hes really nice and he make me laugh :)
I have decided iIreally hate it when girls at school wear sooo much make-up that you can see like a black shadwo round the bottom of their chin.. It just shows that today things are way different I guess. I hardly wear any make-up at school but look at all the girls and I'm like :O
And boys at my school actually wear foundation :/
I find it really strange I mean whatever floats your boat, hey?
Oh and in history today me and my friend Ali were talking about when your under water can you breathe through your hands? no. I don't think you can but i'd like to think I can and that id be the only one in the world that can do it.
And also would you rather die from burning to death or drowning?
neither. really :S But id prefer to burn because I wouldn't be able to cope with the whole not breathing and mental stress of drowning but it does sound more peaceful i would imagine it would be silent and you wouldn't hear burning or people screaming and shouting, although all things considered I'd rather die old and in my sleep, of old age. But wouldn't we all?
Actually I don't really want to talk about dying anymore.
Toodles x
Tuesday, 15 December 2009
People Changing...
Don't you just hate it when people change,
Like you could be fine with them one minute then all of a sudden you get the cold shoulder?
Life's too short suckers,
I need some new years resolutions,
Okay well back to it.
People changing it's just a bug bear of mine,
And another one is the fact i only have one best friend i can tell ANYTHING and EVERYTHING to and I really want another one.
I also need a really good conversation about all sorts of things that can make me laugh.
I need a really good laugh to be honest and I'm not talking 'crack a joke'
I'm talking something spontaneous and sweet.
I want a sweet text from a boy too.
I dont really care who it is..
Ive blogged 3 times today :/
Maybe i should sleep?
Its only 7:05 pm?
Well maybe i can actually have an early night like ive been saying for the last like..
5 weeks?
Or maybe not?
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