Ahhh :/

Okay.. This is weird but I'm so bored right now.
I have no one to talk to...
Aiden has gone to BON MARCHE with his mother, So now I have no one to talk to :(
Sad Times..
So anyway..
Errmm a tin of spaghetti fell out of the cupboard and hit my sister in the face..
I laughed,
But now i'm crying at the end of Jack Frost.
Everytime we say goodbye, I cry a little (8)
I wish my dad wasnt such an arsehole I could love him like that.
But I guess I'll regret hating him when he's gone, becase I won't have him then, so why does he have to be such a cock? Why does nothing I say to go and register with him, Nothing I say is ever right for him. What he did to me was wrong and he has made me loose faith in any male because I think they will all be like him and I would never like my children to be treated the way me and my sisters have been by him. He is on my mind everyday and I do love him, I just have an empty part of me which should be filled with fun times with my Daddy who I used to love so much, The man who used to put a smile on my face everyday. But then look what happened, he ended up with my best friend. And now I hate him for the most part.
He really upsets me and doesn't even see it. Things aren't even looking up, I take time to write letters and things for him so he might get just a slight idea of how im feeling but he doesn't :( Which is really upsetting..
But I can't even be bothered to write about him now.
Its like- Im smart, your dumb, Im big your small, im right your wrong (yes I quoted Matilda)
Bored now..
Toodles xx