Ahhhh had a funny day today until I got home. Why do people go out of their way to stress me out? Like I had such a funny night last night it was absolutely mental I was absolutely trashed and I phoned Aiden quite late about 3 or 4 times I think and was saying something about the ignorant Pizza guy and some other stuff I think I screamed down the phone at him because of the cat :s Poor guy.. He actually puts up with a lot form me :L Like he had Gammy eyes and it was all my fault :( And he had to go to Lymington with his Mum on his own (even though he had a good time and found VANILLA COKE) JEALOUS! So yeah then I came home this morning got all ready to go to Lyndhurst/Minestead sort of area to do this weird thing with our jeep.. 4x'ing' and it was so much fun... Photos are on facebook if you fancy a look (even though only Aiden Reads this) SPECIAL!
So today, after we got back I was absolutely FREEZING
I went on my laptop hoping to find some useful emails, messages, someone nice on msn or facebook? But all I got was a nasty paragraph actually two nasty paragraphs from so-called friends 'the two I have told my biggest secret too' Which no-one should really know but you know I wanted to tell them...
God it really stressed me out especially when your right and their wrong.. I seriously hope they don;t continue this or I may get VERY annoyed. You think you can trust someone.. But you just can't I guess I have to learn to keep everything bottled up until I can just scream in the middle of an empty field somewhere when I can be on my own- because i'm the only person I can rely on these days to be honest. Oh progress in the christmas shopping department; all of my siblings except two (i'm not buying for the baby) :@ And mums present is ordered- Wayne (father) doesn't deserve anything. Neither does Kim. And neither does anyone else. My Nanny and Grandad have their presents in my wardrobe- have been there for months.
I fancy going out for a really long walk.
But I may have to stay in and watch a movie.
Grr when you tell someone you like them.. You don't always mean as more than a friend right? shit. I guess it depends how you say it? What if your drunk? Can you be forgiven. Apparently. NOT. Boys... Well some anyway- are absolutley terrible. And some are absolute sweethearts and you never want to loose them as your friend. I think it's time to fins out who my true friends are to be honest. Yes. Good idea. Starting. Now.
Toodles x
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