crazy shitty.... FRANK?!?

9 day's
wow. 11 years has gone pretty rapid if i may say so.
people always used to tell me that it will go soo fast Charlie, before you now it you'll be a week away from leaving and you'll think where did the time go?
it just makes me think, time is going pretty rapid isn't it?
I'm so grateful for the people that have been there for me,
because today i had such a shite day it was unbelieveable i could have actually killed like 3 people today.
this is gunna sound either really soppy or really shitty actually.
but i feel like people take certain things for granted, like one of my mates, i've been there for her through EVERYTHING i'm not even joking, shes been through a lot really, her mum died and i was there for her, shes had normal life things, you get me? i've just been hre for her. but she makes some really stupid decisions, ever since about mid way through year 9 beggining of year 10. It started when she started to hang around with a new group of friends. She started to do weird things but we all thought nothing of it, thought shes a teenager shes gunna do silly things, shes having fun. then she starting hanging around with his boy, hes a right prick. even though i've told her a million times exactly what hes like, she doesn't listen, he's a safe bet for her, he'll be there for her to listen, and be nice to her. then shag her. not even joking, he's such a man whore. anyway, she is always making up lies lately, telling him shit about me and my other friend, who has known her also since forever. And he's being a right dickhead to us. and to be fair, i'm not going to sit there and let him think hes right and have a go at us when we're not the one spreading shit about us. (here comes the rant)
so i say to her what the actual fuck, you promised me months ago you were done with him because you realised he was a twat?
and all she could say was- sorry but he has a way of making me go back to him i dont want to, he makes me?
what? what exactly does he say to you? this boy is incapable of being nice!!
and apparently, it's the fact that he pulls her in, he's errmmm what was the word she used- oh shit now i can't remember, you know when someones like, oh intising or something? when they know what to say to you. argh. i dont even want to fucking talk about it. it makes me so angry, friends are suppose to come first. second on my list of things that made today shite was, double ffing history. well it wasn't that bad today she let me sleep and text :) = happy charlie. thats all i do with my life lately, text and sleep. plan.
frank sinatra has completly ruined my life today aswell. :L okay thats a bit extreme but seriously i have no idea why i was listening to him, actually i do. I was watching celine dion live yeaahhhh, and he came on, well obviously not actually him, but a video of him singing.
'when somebody loves you, its no good unless he loves you, all the way.'
what a depressing song this is-
so to be honest it was a x30 fast forward on the good ol' sky plus.
that was totally random me knows.
wow, i just got a word word text ''sorry''
sorry but that word doesn't wash with me anymore, heartless charlie, i know.
just asked someone to marry me too ;)
woweeeee.
let's hope that now i'm home from school my day will get better, i havn't finished telling you, blogger, why my day was so shite cause im not going to dwell on it.
oh bteedubbz if someone in particular is reading this- please don't stop being who you are, because charlie just so happens to like that person a lot. okay?
I know i've completly fucked up things in the past for you, buuuuuut, i hope we're friends for a long time. and don't go away to yorkshire, actually you can because i enjoyed it when you were there that was theeeee best conversation time for us i think. i can always count on you to put a smile on my face with the silly, random, cute and funny things that you say. so don't stop saying them. mmk?
that's all i think,. i can't be arsedto write anymore, cause i'm just cahtting shit as per ;)
C xx