fact.

Fact- I'm still really happy.
My operation went really well although they said it was worse than they had expected, so they done what they had to do to my poor little knee, strapped me up and sent me home the next day on crutches. Hospital's really annoy me, it's like when you call people about stuff like, I don't know, oh prime example, when my contract fucked up, I had to phone this company who were like 'an operator will be with you shortly, and shortly and shortly, 4 hours later. Their just lying, an operator is sat having his fucking lunch. Anyway back to hospital's their like that- be at hospital by 7 in the morning and a surgeon 'will be with you shortly' no he won't because after telling me that ALLL day, I didn't get a bed till 4, then 20 minutes later I was knocked out with my knee cut open. And my mum say's I'm un-organised. So, I'm home again now anyway.
Had my last day of school on friday, it was so weird I don't think it has even sunk in yet, but it kinda hit me today because I've got some of my friends money from when we went out for a meal last night and I was like 'oh yeah I'll give it to you at school on monday' and she was like- Charlie, we don't actually go to school anymore. And I was like daaaaym. No we don't!
Ahaa, I watched a pretty funny film today 'Sex Drive' It just made me ell oh ell. It's funny, I hope that one day the film makers of the world will make a film even slightly realistic, It's like the day after tomorrow, yeah it's nice to think that the boy survives and goes on to meet his dad and everyone lives happily ever after, and I have to admit to being a sucker for happy endings buuuuut, it's not going to happen in real life. I mean yeah, I'd love to believe that everything is going to be easy and perfect, but the truth is, It's not, it's not even easy and perfect now. And things are only just starting, I'm already fed up of 'relationships' and I'm not even in one, everything is so hard, you have to always say the right thing to one another and get shy and all that shit. But by not being in a relationship, you don't, you can say whatever you want, whenever you want, and you can annoy the shit out of another person without worrying about them breaking it off with you- although the punishment of not texting back is enough for me- my point is, maybe 'someone wise' is right (I say 'someone wise' because it always seems to be someone wise once told me, and someone did tell me this :/ ) maybe, some things are better if you keep them to yourself. Although for me, It's too late, but this time, it didn't totally ruin things. Bonus.
I'm going to stay at my dad's tonight, and I'm feeling pretty apprehensive about it, you see, my dad is the kind of person that thinks he's really 'cool' he's not overly protective but he does do some pretty stupid things with me, he's never been there for me, because him and my mum split when I was only like 2 weeks old. He's done some really stupid things in his life as well, but he's the kind of Dad who thinks I need love brought for me, he thinks everything is about money, when it isn't, all I want is a dad who loves me and who talks to me? Is that too much to ask?
Brighter note, I'm off now to text away and tell my whole life and secrets to my friendling :D
Toodlessssssss xxxx